wow, it's only been like 5 months since i've updated..................  i got my liscence, got a black civic which kicks ass! (especialy after andrew hooked up the cd player!)  i got my grades from tech which were awsome, not that my parents noticed or anything but they should really help for next year with scholarships and stuff.  i was talking to brian and he said if i get my RN first and then go into the military i can go in as an officer so that deffinetly looks like the way my career path is gonna go.

mom kicked jimmy out tuesday, bill came over which was pointless cause i ended up taking jimmy to jason's house, and then bill called to say he wanted me to come over when i got done with jimmy.  the asshole has had nothing to apparently say to me since he found out i got a car without telling him (cause it's his buisness and all....) but now he wants me to come over and "talk" for two hours about how him and terri are short on money, how much their working (but he still can't pay child support, hmm, that's interesting...) but jimmy moved back in sumtime yesturday so all that shit was pointless. 

 i went to michelle yesturday and she's finally switching my hours 7-3 to 11-7.  everyone says i'm gonna hate night shift but it's more money, no supervisors, and it comepletely frees up my days. i figure i can just work off of a spilt sleep schedule and i should be good. 

i went to the air show on saturday with pete and it kicked ass!  andrew saw us so we went and sat with him, marissa, her son, and like half of his extended family.  i got so burnt from that which i wouldn't mind so much if my senior pics weren't on friday. 

i talked to rachel today and she was saying how nick was mad about her taking her F1 class cause he's not gonna get to see her that much.  he's being such an ass about this, she's lucky she's in a class at all, if it's at night he has the get the hell over it!  what really pisses me off is that he doesn't support her at all when it comes to firefighting and says it's just a phaze.  you don't like her being a firefighter, fine, but atleast support her decission and don't try to belittle her dreams.  he should be fucking proud of her, not blowing her off.

i guess that's the last of my ranting for now.

»§« acuna matata   

let's see.............i went to the mall on last saturday w/ mom, rachel and jimmy after work.  nick showed up cause rachel miss judged times and mom ended up taking nick out side to talk w/ him (she was so pissed i wasn't even aloud to drive home).  works kinda been sucky.  connie, jean and harold all died within 5 days and it just really sucked.  i'm gonna go monday and talk to michelle about taking me off the weekend program cause i'm really tired of only having 2 days off a month, i just need me time.  i finally got national honor society this year (now if only i could manage the straight A's thing....) so that's kinda cool, too bad mom just kinda blew it off. it just pisses me off how jimmy could have gotten an A on a test and they woulda been proud of him, i bust my ass 4 school and it's just kinda expected, but w/e.  i freaking love running at souderton! the guys i run w/ are awsome and brian is an excellent teacher.  i just wish i could get up there more, i wanna get back up to trappe too.

»§« g2g b4 hurricane jeffrey destroys the entire house................

ok, my mom's mirror got fixed and it was only $50, the only problem is that it isn't heated like the other one, but o well.  jimmy graduated finally and now has a job at souderton meninite home (i kno, ironic).  mrs. lewis said yesturday that since i'm preety proficient with the muscular, circulatory, and respiratory systems that if i wanted she would check into the requirements for AFAA certifaction.  she said that if i give private classes i could b making $50 an hour, i wouldn't charge that much but the thought does sound pretty good.  g2g, littleman's flipping out over his backhoe

»§« if you love what you're doing, you'll never hafta work a day in your life

     Let's see, prom pics came already which was awsome.  I got back the grades on all the end of the marking period shit.  i got 25/25 on my english paper, a 96 on the mid-term, a 92 on the science mid-term, a 96 on the science project, and a 100 on the social studies project.  The only grade i'm worried about is math, i barely got an 80 for the marking period. i want straight A's so badly but it looks like every mp i miss it by 1 class.  o well though. 

      the doctor i went to is a freaking idiot, he came in the room and said my x-rays look "pretty normal".   what the fuck is that sappose to mean?  they're either normal, or they aren't, end of story.  and i kno 4 a fact it isn't normal cause 2 of my lumbar vertebrae stick out.  he said he thinks its just a chronic lumbar strain and told me to go 2 physical therapy 4 6-8 weeks and that should help.  like i have time to go for physical therapy.  and he asked if it was stressfull between school and work. no you dumbfuck, between busting my ass at school to get good grades, busting my ass at work and watching residents die, and all the shit at home, when the hell do i have time for stress.  god i hate stupid people.

     there was an incentive program at tech 2day and i got most motivated in science.  leihman said next mp the students are gonna pick the winners.  like there aren't enough freaking popuality contest at school.  i think it's so stupid.  i got voted in at souderton and i can't wait to start running agian!

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